Sunday, September 6, 2015

Words on learning the death of an old friend (2015)

We hardly talked since school together
Though we caught up in an offhand way
Mediated by social media 
And I suppose we were never great friends 
But I was affected to hear you'd passed 
And I thought about us in our chemistry class, 
Secretly retrofitting Erlenmeyer flasks 
For pursuit of a less appropriate chemistry 
And I remembered our talks by the window 
When you shared advice in a brotherly way, 
Half-smiling and glinting when you spoke 
As if you were daring a contradiction, 
Rough and pointed and comfortingly sure 
Like one of your beat-up boots. 
And I looked up to you, how couldn't I, 
Tall as you are, or were. 
They'll have to go custom-made to fit 
You inside one of those cushioned boxes, 
And I know you've left your family 
But they'll pray for you, and so will I, 
I'll pray that your journey from death to life 
Goes quickly, because I can't imagine 
You stuck in the dark for long. When 
We meet again to catch up, bye and bye, 
I hope you'll save me a seat by a window.